It's a crime not noticing. No matter how much I scream on the inside, it's a waste because you don't hear it. But avoiding you is not easy to do. When you leave home, you start your job, the girls passing by are all a masterpiece. When someone falls for you, you make your move right away.
5:25PM Starting this new post. Deleted the previous one and the draft. That's why yesterday's one is gone. I really hate stalkers. Some parts of me feel that stalkers are fearful. Urgh. Check-up tomorrow. Which means tomorrow, I'll be out for half a day. The place is really far, and the appointment time is quite late. I feel like sleeping now so that all troubles will be gone. I don't wanna wake up till tomorrow. But if I sleep now, my dad's gonna wake me up for dinner. Well, I think there's a rule in the house that indicates no skipping of breakfast and dinner. Well for lunch, we normally have it outside and during that time my parents are working so they might not know if we skipped meals or not. Sometimes, I do skip lunch. But anyways, leaving this country soon. For a break. But it can't be counted as a break since I will be bringing homeworks to do. Will be going there to visit cousins as well as grandparents, aunts and uncles. Should I bring the Polaroid along? Not sure. Sometimes I wonder why I didn't buy a digital camera. Saved the fanfic as a draft again. It has not been posted out since I wanted that chapter to be long, since the others were short. Good news is that my cousins are coming to live in Singapore ^^ but what my mother worries about now is that who will take care of my grandparents if my aunt came to live in Singapore.
9:40PM So it's very awkward now. But somehow I love the silence. To me, it's like if we don't talk means we won't quarrel. But, there's nothing to talk about anyways.
